The Word Is Too Heavy, But I Need To Say..

The Word Is Too Heavy, But I Need To Say.... "Goodbye my 128 Housemates"...

Today I alone. Keeping my things. Prepared to move to other house. Mood down!

''Dear My 128 Housemate,

I believe that once I step out from this house, I will never ever can live together with you all, my 128 housemate. I dunno how do you all feel but me, really feel sad, feel heavy to step out from 128. Mmmm.. sometimes conflict happen but sometime really give me a lot of happiness. 128 give me a lot of memory! I will remember the time we live together, we clean up the house together, we go to Genting Highland together, Melacca, "Chui Chui Sui" Cafe, Pasar Malam, walk to RM2.80, and so on so on...

Just now i clean up my room, I saw TS and CH bed, I suddenly thinking back the time we go to pasar malam and buy. Haha! Horrible! That time is two and the half year ago! I still remember which pasar malam! is SS2 Thursday pasar malam.

My dear 128 housemate, will us still can sit down together and eat together? cook together? clean the house together? SS at 128 (like last semester)? Watch Superstar? Playing DOTA? Go to Putrajaya and give police catch? Oh My dearest Housemate, I believe this things wont happen again. What i wish is ......... You all still can remember the happy time that we walk together.

Goodbye My dearest housemate, goodbye my 128 toilet, goodbye my 128 kitchen, goodbye my 128 room, goodbye my DOTA kaki... You all will be always in my mind. :-)

Regards,

Jian_CK

I Feel Something Special In This "八月十五" ...

This "八月十五" i feel something very special for me. I back on Friday to my hometown. Actually this day is my frens wedding day. I attend his wedding dinner on Saturday night. I feel very happy when i saw a lot of fren or ex-school mate that i long time no see. It is a nice night. I went to my frens (Eng Soon) home after the dinner. We continue drank at his house. Mmmm... That night really drank fuckin drop of "Tiger".

Some more Limpek Kena drive bek alone. Luckily no Sohai Police Block. Ahbo "cham" lo... Mmmm.. so fast they get married. Feel happy to them. at the same time, ma le feel horrible to me! Wah lau! 23 Years old nia. dunno how to imagine if i am getting married at 23 years old. of coz different people diffrent fate..

some thing that make me regret is that i didnt attend Sunday wedding dinner. as i know, many more other fren are attend it. really feel regret for not taking leave on monday. So miss of my fren that i had long time no meet.. Yesterday night i think back of my life in 5S... Haha i still remember that time i seldom chat or talk with them. but dunno why today i feel good to them. If i hav a chance to bek to form 5, i will "Campur" them.. maybe that time we have different style but now better oredi. I mean the gap of our style..

Haha anywhere, i wish my two frens Eng Soon and Emmy will live happy forever... i promise to attend all my frens wedding dinner in the future IF THEY GOT INVITE ME LA.. hahah :)

I Am Back ...

Mmmm.. Long time no blogging.. Sien! Coz of working lo! Damn tired! Haiz! Although this job look very easy! I believe many people think that is easy! Sometime myself also think like that! Coz can "Curi tulang" ma! But sometime its very tire..

I sometime sleep at nine.

Tonight i quite no mood! Coz of some people.. In my life, I dun like to see people "Black Face". I dun like this kind of 'weather'.. Sien! But what i dun like always happen around me! :(

Fool Around In Klang And KL In Saturday Night ...

Two frens from Pg came to KL. One go for interview and one teman him. They came on Wednesday but due to very tires after work, i no go find them. They live quite far, at Klang. Plus mysef not familiar wjth theres road. Lolz.. give them "diao".

Yesterday, After waiting Wien Mien finish work. We meet at Sunway. I fetch Fatty Chong Shen. His Damn! I dunno where his live, then i ask him lo. He told me near IOI Mall. Then tell me Taman Kindara. I look at the map and i found his noob. There is a far distance between that 2 areas. I using the map, and i go to Kindara and look for him. Ask him which road u live. he reply me, "I DUNNO WO"... Damn noob! He tell pusing kanan then kiri then kanan.. LOlzz. Somemore told me turn left after 3rd traffic light. But actually is 6th traffic right. His really Damn. i go inside one bye one and look for this guy. Use more than 1 hour to look over him. Actually can reach him only in 20 minutes.

After fetch him, then go meet WIen Mien. Manatau somemore noob come. Waiting for him more than 1 hours. Lolz Using this around 3 hours, I can drove bek hometown d. After gather all, we go to find my fren Gim Yuu and his GF, Li Sing at Bukit Tinggi JUSCO MALL. Actually we plan not came to KL coz later wanna fetch them bek to KLANG somemore. Sienzz. But i feel kesian with them la, come here for nearly 4 day. if no fetch them go kai kai, a bit paiseh la..

Wien Mien suggest bring them to Gasoline o at Hulu Langat. His noob la, wanna drive fast fast. action nia. I chase till wanna die. Can u imagine Kancil chase Myvi? Noob... Wanna drive fast but dunno road. Always U Turn. ZZZZZzzzzzZ..

At Gasoline, MMmmmm.. so many people. Maybe Saturday night la. Dunno why his services damn cha. Order for drink, but came after 1 hour. ZZZzzz.. Not all la but some.

We look to KL View, Really nice! Not bad la go there...

After that, i think wanna bek. Manatau, say wanna go eat Kajang Satay. Lolz.. Round somemore big big round to there. Cause they dunno road, so always round wrong road, finally, kena round damn big round. ZzzZz.. me follow till wanna sleep.

After finish eat, we bek, i fetch Chee Keong and Chong Shen Bek. luckily Wien Mien No call me follow Him to Klang, ahbo die o. ZZzzzZZzzzZZ. Tire plus waste money in term of petrol. Zzzzzzzzzz

Arrive home around two.. Tire...

So Missing The Pass With 128 Housemate ...

Mmmm... 8.45pm, 06 July 2008, nothing do! Alone! Open the PC and look back the photo. Full of the sweet memory in the two years. Of coz still got some bad memory but thats okay. Conflict doesn't mean no good in some situation (According to wat i read in Organization Behaviour). Haha! I see bek the time in Genting Highland picture. Early early wake up to Genting. I still remember that time is around seven am. We go there fool around. Play a lot of games.

Other some pic are the steamboat at Kelana Jaya one. Woo.. that time is my first time with my housemate go out. We go to have "Tuan Nian Fan". We eat at there la, play la, taking photo and shout around. MMmmm. so happy! I love that kind of live. I dunno I can still have with them or not. If really can, it is also remaining 1 more year. After that, then bye bye lo....

Some more at the time in Putrajaya. OMG! Catching by Policeman! ZzZZZZzz .. No akal, just catch Chinese, then Malay lepas! Damn them! But lucky we also have some sweet sweet memory at there. Not Bad! Taking photo, play on the road, taking movie then run away coz policeman come again... hahah! Nice. After that we go to McDonald at sec14. That time is midnight. Oh yea! I remember that the next day I still got Exam English paper. Really fooling! Back at home nearly 5am in the morning. ZzzZzZzZzz...

Cannot finish count la. still got many many memory ko. SS at home la for an hour! Gambling at 128 d, Skating and karaOK, Watch movie together! Waa.. still got a lot lot ko! Hopefully I can having this live in the future!

After A Week ...

Mmmm... Oredi working for a week. For current, nothing do. Every day go office and sit down, chatting, open computer and search information. Quite bored, even though take gaji buta. Coz no need to go out yet. Everyday go there wait for 5.45pm.

But something quite syok is that, there are no need to punch card. So thats mean that we can late a bit bit! Besides, we can go out anytime, but of coz now not so good la if go out! Sometime i saw some senior go out to drink, so free o.

I met some senior, and i survey how long they work at here. ZzzzZZzz, many of them working no more than 6 months. This give me impression that this job is stress, pressure and horible! But for current, I think i will try first o! At least take this time to learn more people ma! Take some more experience d! Not bad la!

Today no need work! At home alone o. This afternoon, after lunch, I go round round the KL and PJ. It cost me a lot! Just tol i spend more than rm 10. Petrol ko le.. ZzzZZzzzz..... After round one day, feel very tired o! Sleep more an hour when at home! next time go out find sale dunno wan how!

First Day In Public Bank ...

ZzzzZZzZZ.... Its sien! Boring! Stress! Challenging! Target for fresh, RM1,000,000/=. ZzzzZZ... Today wasting my time sitting on the office. No Briefing! Nothing do! Just chat with regional Manager for around ten hour. He is quite good in my first impression! Dunno la! If do not achieve target, maybe he will give difference color face for me see la. Got one ladies in the office very "YONG SOI", talking big big sound! attitude bad! and bra bra bra...

I really dun like workin compare to study. But I cannot do anything, is my responsibility to earn money for my parents and stoping using their money. Really miss university life, really really really miss! Wat to do? Old liao! Hutang kerajaan RM2++++, hutang Public Bank (Car Loan) RM2++++.. If some more continue study, wah lao, kena hutang some more 2++++. then die o! wanna kena borrow ALONG liao o!

Public Bank salary not bad! problem is that target! I really dunno how to achieve it! Addition in KL & PJ, i not familiar with here. If Penang then still okay okay la. At least least know a bit bit people ma!

Living cost at KL really damn high! Parking fee RM16. Kanasai! Lunch = RM5.50.. LOLZ! Kidding man! If in PG, i at least can save half o! Later gaji tak cukup makan o! Haiz! After one year kena find job in PG liao o! Now take experience first.... Tahan tahan first.... """

Sad Day ...

After study for many year and after unemployment for 2 months, a new life, working life begin. Haiz! Honestly, i quite excited with this new life. Full of unknown. Something that i not so happy is that i cannot working in my hometown!

Today i drive my car alone from hometown to PJ. This is my first experience driving car for this long distance. Feel tire and feel not so syok. So damn miss family and Yen. Haiz... Dunno when can bek hometown liao. Not like last time, can back hometown when U's break.

Really cannot imagine how my work life. Busy? Pressure? Excited? No wonder how, i will try to go for it!

Two Faces Sky ...

I took this Picture at Taman Bagan, 23 June 2008 - around 12pm. The sky was nice at 11 and suddenly come with a evil cloud. Half of the sky are cover by it! Show that it will be have a big rain!

Some scientist say that climate will affect people moods. How do you feel with this Picture ?????

Much Or Many ?? ...

Wao! I took out all my syiling and count! It wasting my 2 & 1/2 hours to finishing it! Unbelieveable! Its just around RM6++ :-( . LOL!!! Spend more than two years to save it! I thought sure more than 1K ma! ZzZZZzzzZz..

July - Decreasing in Unemployment Rate ....

Good news!

I got a position in Public Bank! Wao! Sitting at home for a month, finally receive their call! Yesterday go for the body checkup! And next month i will start work at PJ. ZzzZZzz... this is wat i do not so happy! Back to PJ again! I request to transfer me bek to hometown for many time but they reject me! Say PJ need more people la......

Working at there increse my living cost. Need rent house la, thing damn expensive la and ..... Another problem is not familiar with the road! Some more need buy a maps for refering la! LOLZ.. you see! a lot of expense!

If at hometown so good! no house rented, dinner free, so on! But okay la, "No Fish, Prawn Oso Okay La"....

Increase Again ...

OMG! Wats goin on? Petrol increase again. Pls la! 78 cents! RM1.92 to 2.70! Increasing in Petrol rate lead to inflation! Haiz.. really bring a lot of problem to me! RM40 can fulled my car but now nearly Rm60! ZzZZZzzzz.. Wats Government think actually? They earn a lot through Petronas and now say dun wan subsidize to much!Now wan go out oso scare! Government dun wan subsidi, MuM oso dun wan! haiz! still not start work d! Kancil oso cannot tahan!

Long Time No Play ...

Yesterday after playing badminton, i went to play Dota with TeeKai & his GF, CheeKeong and NeeSneah. Mmmm.. long tine no play.. so damn cha! 3V2 also lose!

Play at CC. no comfortable with its KeyBoard, Mouse and Monitor. I usually use my laptop and play. My 1 mini size, their CC one all big big size! ZzzzzZZz....

1st game play -AP, i use LION. mmmm.. still can win la... coz familiar with it! But 2nd game, play -AR, OMG... random choose TROLL.. its damn good hero but problem is i dunno use it.. juz give people "DIAO"!!! haiz...

Really need more training.....

Sad Things Repeats Again & Again ...

ZzZzzZZzz...

Sien! Yesterday go for 2 interviews!

First is at ORIX company. this company is Japanese company and provide leasing services. Asking me all the same things. "Why you choose sales and marketing?", "What can you contribute to my company?" and BrA bRa BrA .... ZzZzzzZz.. After wasting my half 'n hour, "Any things to ask?" if no! i will call u bek for 2nd interview if i make decision to take you! OMG! this technique again!

Come back to home and have lunch. After that go to another interview. wao! just like super busy businessman! The company name is Delta Business Solution Sdn Bhd. I apply for sales executive position again. This Branch Manager (Prai Branch) very funny!! After half & hour interview me, he desired to hire me! but he say wan paid me for RM1,000. ZzZZz.. Paid more car maintanance elaun for RM250/= .. Petrol + Handphone elaun less than RM100. LOL! what d "kiam siap" company! Do sales wo! Cannot clain for petrol and handphone! How to do? No wonder he told me not enough sales person la. all run d! I smile sweetly to him, accept his offer and PROMISE him start work on 2nd of JUNE 2008 - Monday - 8.30am. Haha! hopefully he dun be disappointed AND me!!!!!

Question: Will you working with the King of Mesir (Ngiao Person) ????

Nice Song For The Sad People ...

Take Care And Be Strong !!!

Step To My New Life ....

Wao! its really hard to step to my new life!

Finding Job is really hard! looking at the newspaper and online everyday to find a suitable job! beside pressure from family d! always call me SLOW SLOW find la!! but every morning asking me GOt find job bo? wah lao e! sien!

i had go for 3 interviews! but they very lan si, always say me no experience! haiz! WTH man! sure no experience la, just graduate ma! i wonder why they didnt look into my resume! i state BIG BIG at resume, "i juz a fresh graduate" ma.. Maybe they dunno see english kua.

This wednesday got 1 more interview at Penang! Sien! later sure call me "Wait for their CALL". i sometime prefer they directly reject me!

I plan to oversea before, but now no! reason... i miss my family, my lover, my pig&dog frens and everything at here. So i give myself some time to find job here. If fail, maybe i need to leave them. haiz!

if i really need to go away from here, Singapore will be my first choice! then i will step far and far to other place. after earn many many $$$, then i will back again to Malaysia.

i so miss my study life. Can play la, Can sleep and wake up late late la, and most important CAN PONTENG o!
wuahaha!!!!!!
i love this life so much BUT now all are gone.